"Random"

There's a riot in my head.
Riot of thoughts, abstract ideas,
that do not find their way.
All chaos around, even when I lay
calm and still on my bed.
It's a rush of emotions deep within me.
Those bizarre random words flowing in my head
do I write them?
do I let them be?
do I wait upon them to disappear and vanish ?
And as these questions arise.
I realise I'm even more bewildered, flummoxed than before.