My soul, what unrest it shelters.
Sinking deeper into a chaotic mess
Of memories
Words and
Stabs
I roll over, like
Turning a page of a scary chapter
But I’m back where I first began reading.
It’s happening over and over again.
It’s swallowing me deeper and deeper
into its core.
Its grip getting tighter and tighter
as time passes by.
And I fade slowly but surely into the unknown.
You won’t understand
because you can’t see it with your eyes.
You won’t understand
because it knows you don’t have the strength to endure.
You’re just happy looking through
The chaos
The pain
The struggle
You’re just happy looking through
Me.
Aren’t you?
